A new Life..

its been a long time

2010-10-15T17:13:00.002+08:00

I dun think u will ever come to this blog.
but i saw on facebook u are getting married. and it feels so unreal. cause the person u marry might be me 3 years ago. how time flies.

i was thinking do i see myself marrying my current gf. the answer is no. i'm afraid of the future. i believe i was happier with u. but u have left.

i wish u all the best!

why do i still dream of u?

2008-12-19T18:04:00.002+08:00

to love someone is to let her go?
do u know how much i missed u inside?
its been 2 years....
but have i moved on? not at all..
no one can replace u.. no one..
i really hope u are happy..
my only comfort is to see u happy..
i'll always be your gaurdian angel..

regrets

2008-10-03T15:35:00.002+08:00

i hope he opens his eyes and make the right decision...
He deserves much better than u..
why are u so dumb,brother??
WHY WHY WHY?

How do i say" I love you?"

2008-09-27T19:28:00.003+08:00

DO u know how much i love u??
A gitl like u is impossible to find.. u are impossible to find...
when can i finally say, i lOve u???

self tortured

2008-06-11T17:43:00.000+08:00

i see through your eyes into your heart. The image of someone else lingers within it. I know i'm gone with the wind but theres still parts of me hoping to turn back time.. But time is ruthless.. it just ticks by.. I can only look at the shadow of your back as you slowly walk away from me... into the arms of someelse. The smile on your face is back, you seemed happy and I wish this will leave a permanent mark on your beautiful face..

thoughts

2008-06-11T16:10:00.001+08:00

will u marry me?

d & n

2008-06-10T14:41:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i have dreams so sweet that i thought i was in heaven, sometimes i have nightmares so bad that i woke up feeling still upset. You are like a dream.. unreal.. and temporal. Now, that my dream has passed, i've to face reality... No more dreams and definitely no more nightmares pls...

untitled

2008-06-09T13:46:00.002+08:00

I thought i have moved on, i thought i dont need her, i thought i am strong, i thought i dont love her, i thought time heals all wounds, i thought i will not miss her, i thought i will not care for her, i thought i wont be feeling such a heartache, i thought i know whats best for us.......

disillusionised, disgusted,disheartened,disappointed...

Nothing can ever replace you..

hmm..

2007-06-15T14:01:00.000+08:00

"i hate it when i learn about things only after like, whole episodes have long passed.I think the saddest thing in life, is knowing what could have been.so yeahhhhhhhhh."
how true..
but at least when old episodes are gone, you'll find new ones in which u might even love it.
=)

lonely lonely

2007-02-28T21:34:00.000+08:00

truly understand why people find their other half. so they feel complete.
the feeling of incomplete sucks..
its when people are incomplete that they do stupid stuffs.

=(

2006-12-14T19:34:00.000+08:00

one of my boat sank.. tat is like sooo unpredicatable.. the boat weighs at least 160kg so its realli difficult for it to sink.. apparently one of the anchorage commander asked my boatman to ferry him and his men and his stores over to another island.. but it was too heavy and the boat sank.. hai.. so much things happen and i guess i shouldn't blog here.. maybe if u wanna know e details e mail me huh.. anyway, i didnt eat for 3 days.. maybe i've become slimmer.. haha..

luckiee

2006-12-02T22:28:00.000+08:00

haha.. was supposed to drive the boat from tuas to choa chu kang.. but lucky a change of plans.. haha.. in the end we laucnched 12 boats from our boat shed.. lucky lucky.. its so much nearer and convenient.. haha.. we drove to seletar island where we caught many crabs.. haha.. its those flower crabs u know.. super nice.. wanted to cook it maybe bbq it but its too small.. wat a waste man.. now im having block leave le.. haha.. wished to meet up with many old friends.. but many either busy or dun wanna care about me.. hai.. sighs.. so baD!!!

boat spec

2006-11-12T20:25:00.000+08:00

its been a long time that i've blog.. haha.. guess no one reads my blog at all anyway.. haha.. so if u do happen to read it pls leave a message so tat i see some point in blogging. haha.. anyway, i'm now a boat specialist in army.. my job is to drive this very heavy boat using this extremely heavy motor.. haha.. its shiok la when the wind blows across ur face and stuff. its something that i will not be exposed to until i got to army.. haha.. something cool.. haha..

sometimes i realli wished that i could drive my family my frens around singapore seas using the boat let them see how beautiful singapore is at night.. let them be thrilled and happy with my new found skill.. haha..

i'm looking forward to my ord but its like one more year.. sighs.. i miss all my primary school mates, secondary school mates.. everyone.. i'm kind of losing contact with many people and this is a very sad thing.. hai.. i spend one of the happiest time with all these cool dudes.. but im already losing contact with them at such a young age.. wat a pity.. pls keep in contact dudes...

signing off,
sergeant matu.. haha.

3rd sergeant

2006-08-09T11:00:00.000+08:00

gonna get my sergeant rank soon.. realli cant imagine. had gone thru so much training this 7 months and soon i'll get my rank.. haha.. its sooo cool loh.. wonder how life would be like after being a 3rd sergeant.. hopoe it'll be cool and fun las
haha..

engineering

2006-05-28T20:18:00.000+08:00

i've been posted to engineer course. do not know wat it does but i'll try my best. BE A GOOD SOLDIER! haha...

she's moved on

2006-05-21T12:24:00.000+08:00

i wish u happiness.. realli.. take care.. thank u for everything.. god bless.. i'll keep u in my prayers

aims and resolution

2006-03-19T17:02:00.000+08:00

decided to plan with some resolution so that my these 2 years are not wasted.. a lil late though now tat i didnt even get into ocs!!!!! argh.. this is sianz.. but nvm.. here my target goes:
1. be in the fittest shape i've ever been.. aim to run 10 mins and below! slim down and look more lean and trim.. too big size for my liking.. that means i gonna eat less and run more..
2. get a soccer boots.. aiming at the range of ablout 50-80 and must be cool and look nice.. quite hard la
3. buy rollerblades.. wanna pick up rollerblading so that i can rollerblade around singapore.. bicycle sounds a good deal too.. but guess rollerblading more effective for trimming down all e fats.
4. join some grassroots organization or some community work organization.. wanna return something back to the society.
5. teach tuition to maybe cousins or mum's friend children. need more income!! army pay is pathetic.......

I'M MOTIVATED!!!!! look out for the new matthew which is set to unleash in 3 months time.. he'll be trimmed and fit.. WOOOOO!!

sispec

2006-03-18T18:55:00.000+08:00

got into sispec.. 2nd tier of ocs.. my parents want me to go ocs.. hope i didnt disappoint them.. frankly, i study hard and do all those stuffs is to make tem proud.. i love them and i want them to be happy.. i know they'll be happy with me just being happy and doing the stuffs i like.. but.. i just cant like enjoy myself and really open up in front of them.. i dun noe wat i'm talking about las.. sighs.. i'll go sispec with a new attitude to train myself.. to be fit and do good to others.. sometimes the fear of being late, being tekan by sergeants make me so self-centered.. always rushing and rushing that i didnt look out for other people.. im going to change my attitude.. i just wanna be matthew, the happy go lucky one.. i dun wanna be the army matthew where he always rushing rushing fearfula nd all the other stuffs.. im going to be brave and courageous.. face everything right in the face.. for lord jesus is always looking out for me.. i just have to stand still and look at all the miracles unfold.. praise the lorD!!!

confused....

2006-03-15T09:56:00.000+08:00

argh... there's this sudden interest of mine to be a teacher.. how how? accountancy sounds like a good deal.. but i cant imagine seeing myself coming back late from work at 2am everyday.. my family will miss their papapapa.. haha.. and its like stress, white hair and torture.. n wat about business.. many people says its too general a degree and i have to compete with people from poly that might even be more outstanding than me.. who cares of a degree when a cheaper diploma student can earn more right.. sighs.. teachers are the best la.. stress free, get to interact with students, build strong pillars for the future.. haha.. sighs.. but i missed the deadline for the moe scholarship thing.. and this means next year.. sighs... i have to wait again....... y didnt i do my research.. sighs sighs sighs.. nus science, ntu accountancy, nus or smu business.. headache!!!!!!!!!

1st march

2006-02-26T09:14:00.000+08:00

day of a levels release.. everything will be out then.. ooooooo.. so fast.. didnt like it kno it straight awaw too.. was in e jungle in that period of time.. haha.. guess i'll be booking out on wednesday.. =)

field camp

2006-02-19T14:07:00.000+08:00

just ended field camp.. make me feel so filthy.. haha.. oki.. just book out and gg to book in soon.. this feeling sux.. its like damn fast las.. so sianz..

happy new year

2006-01-31T10:03:00.000+08:00

its the festive season once again.. yeah! haha.. went out with obk pple on the second day..=) its just good to see them.. haha.. but.. she looks troubled.. y? =( hope she'll be fine..

yeah!

2006-01-28T22:48:00.000+08:00

out from army!!!!!!!! woo.. still dun like army.. i mean who does except for those who hates freedom las.. weird people.. haha.. went to eat crystal jade w ____.. =) nice and sweet.. help her buy promfret from my grandpa too.. haha.. it was a happy sugary day las.. haha.. enjoyed e bus 24 journey.. the feeling is so________.. i guess___ haha.. trying to learn how to use__.. add spice las.. haha

bogo shipuhyo!

2006-01-10T15:02:00.000+08:00

no words can describe how much i miss ya...
pls take care of urself.. y_______

army...

2006-01-09T17:39:00.000+08:00

i HATE ARMY LIFE LAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
she just remove e coded thingy.. yeaH!!!!!
bogo shipuhyo.. so much...

=)

2006-01-04T17:59:00.000+08:00

life b4 army is boring.. i hope i meet a good buddy.. i noe i will.. cheers!

2006

2005-12-30T23:22:00.000+08:00

new year is coming.. i guess its e start of a new beginning.. 2006 will be a better year for matthew and all his peers.. guess it also signifys the end of u and me.. I realli wan to thank ya for all e sweet memories tat u have given me.. all e encouragements and all e love in e world had really made me felt very special but im sorry its my fault tat things didnt work out ina good way.. i've really tried.. but e more i tried the more painful it gets.. i really wish for the best in your life, my friend.. regardless of wat, you'll have my fullest support.. you are so loving and nice, there'll confirm be better guys out there who loves u more than i once did.. treasure them.. i dun deserve to be in your life..
thank you for:
the umpteen jiayous, the swans tat accompanied me through the exam, the wonderful sentosa trip, the changi stingrays, the walk along changi beach, the many delicious dinner tat u shared with me, the many prezzies tat u have given me, the valentines card, the countless 'i love you', the sacrifices u've made to give my sister tuition, tolerating my nonsense, supporting me in my table tennis matches, placing me first priority in many aspects, sakura, soup restaurant........ many many stuffs and lame jokes we shared together.. thank u so much..
i wish and hope it'll be good memories in our mind.. but its time for ya to move on.. enjoy life after A's.. and life in uni where u meet many wonderful guys.. choose carefully cause u'll be spoilt for choice.. i wish u all e best in life and a happy new yr my dear friend.. may god bless u in all aspects of life.. thank you so much..

blast from korea..

2005-12-27T11:58:00.000+08:00

the ten days trip from korea is soooo exciting so much things to write..... to tell.. to share... but knowing e lazy person i am i am gonna summarise HEAVILY.. HAHA..
first of all, the scenary is beautiful.. wonderful.. perfecet.. the mountains the trees the stones its just amazing.. never in my life had i really fully appreciate the magnificient creaion of god.. its just amazing! we are sooo small compared to the big big universe.. haha..
secondly, leaving singapore to korea to experience the wild realli gave me time and space to sort out some thoughts.. i've make up my mind.. i have to make it clean this time.. even though it pains me to see her sad but this is something i have to do.. i shall not hold u any further.. it would be soooo unfair to ya.. so pls forgive me for being so heartless.. i dun think anymore words are acceptable.. i wish u happiness in all aspects of your life..

KOREA, a super ultra beautiful place where there are sooo many beautiful sweet and painful memories(pain as in physical pain.. haha).. so many interesting storieS!! haha.. feel free to call me if you wanna know more...

god bless!

KOREA

2005-12-11T13:40:00.000+08:00

Going korea tml.. haha.. a ten days trekking.. parents been suaning me about the astronomical amt spent to go there and suffer.. but i'll enjoy.. i kknow......
my legs are hurting from soccer and not in tip top condition.. but i'll pull thru... yeah! dun miss me k.. haha

camp orion

2005-12-04T21:02:00.000+08:00

ok....... went to this syfc camp recently.. grew so much as a christian.. many doubts that i have are slowly cleared.. it was a tiring yet super enriching experience.. first day was amazing race from tamp to boon lay.. 2nd day was at woodlands, 3rd day was a 16km track in a jungle.. its just truly amazing.. everything went so smoothly.. not a single drop of rain in the 4 days.. AMAZING
!! god is just so nice to us.. i slept on the ground for the first 2 days and on tables the last day.. so u can imagine the amount of pathetic sleep i had.. but i never regretted gg to the camp.. =) thank you so much.. my group mates, my leaders and yao qi who invited me.. its truly a once in a lifetime experience that i hope will bring me thru thick and thin of life..
DEAR frens, if ya find me doing something wrong please remind me.. =)
PRAISE GOD.. three cheers to camp orion..
perspective purpose price pain people..

haha

2005-11-16T18:51:00.000+08:00

i am so attached..
to a song in fact..
you're beautiful by james blunt..
ewwwwwww.. so nice.. losing the feeling of being loved,being cared upon.. haha..
now only got motherly love..
i simply love my mum she's like e best.. realli..
a levels is ending soon.. everything is gonna end.. haha.. thats good.. life's gonna take a drastic change..
but its time to face the truth, i'll never be with you.. by james blunt.. last sentence.. haha

haha

2005-11-02T13:22:00.000+08:00

guess wat.. i have FEVER.. for four days le.. haha.. so unlooky.. hahaha.. went to see a doc just now and she made me do a blood test.. hope its not dengue.. and i think it wont be.. cause as my mum always said i'm HIGHLY favoured by god.. haha.. the result will be out in e evening.. my life is just so happening la.. but not in the right sense this time..
haha..

sighs

2005-10-28T11:13:00.000+08:00

guess ya wont be reading my blog anymore..
thank u for bringing so many positive things into my life..
you're beautiful..
god bless..

sighs..

2005-10-23T18:45:00.000+08:00

love is so profound.. so hard to understand.. so sophiscated.. so myserious.. i wish and i hope that i'll do something right..

i'm sorry.. i really am..

wisdom..

2005-10-10T16:33:00.000+08:00

I gained wisdom...

In the form of wisdom tooth in fact.. haha.. this tooth of mine was giving me problem cause its sharp and keep poking my gum. so went to remove it. tot it was pain but didnt realise i so macho so not pain at all.. haha.. thank god.. it was a four rooted tooth, the doc said its very rare and examine it for a long time.. haha.. thank god its removed..

sch's ending

2005-10-06T20:30:00.000+08:00

its been a fast and furious jc life where i have never felt refreshed before. so short but it seems longer than my 4 yrs in secondary sch.. haha.. jc, a place where realli pushes one hard and so into depth...

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2005-09-27T20:53:00.000+08:00

this is just how i feel now.. confused n shittish.. i miss those days where exams are just no kick n i can perform up to standard. think i've not been working hard enuff.. sighs............................ y is my head still hurting? wat is this implication? m i gonna develop some supernatural power n become mr x.xavier matthew chin? if this headache dun go away soon, i............................... dun noe what to do.... i'm fortunate to be living in singapore with wat i have.. i dun ask for more.. i just wan a nice wife n maybe 4 sweet plump active kids.... wat am i talking? argh... told ya im confused.................................. fbjfjkngkn;lksje;lvkj lkj;lvfjnoirtcnjnlvk jlkwjd ;lkj;lkjr ;lkjck lkjclkjlkjkflkj;lckj ckj lkejr;lqwkjjrlkjflkjdlkjfkjkjfkjklwej;lkjc kjcje;clkfjclk jkj lekjlkj;lkjew;lkjekjkljelkjlkjelkj;lkjl;wkjklwejkejf vjclkjljefljlkejflqj;qjq;ljkfv

erm.. ok...

shacked..

2005-09-25T22:22:00.000+08:00

played soccer from 9-1.. badminton to from 2- 5.. suffered 3 cramps... stayed out e entire night.. can ya imagine how tird i am.. my thighs are aching, my arms spoilt.... hahaha

argh....

2005-09-15T18:45:00.000+08:00

had a terrible headache these few days..
my grades are so gonna be affected.. sighs.. question are doable.. but think i'm plagued by carelessness cause i cant realli think.. hope it'll be fine.. but im not panicking..
peace..

i dun feel well..

2005-09-03T21:48:00.000+08:00

i just dun feel well.. am i sick? i dun noe.. is it e power of suggestion.. i dun noe.. i am just feeling weak.. never felt like this b4.. its been quite some time le.. depriving me of all my power.. URGHhhhhHhhhh...

peace..

darn..

2005-08-30T19:56:00.000+08:00

felt like cutting mohawk.. think it'll be darn unique.. but i;m stucked in tj where being unique is big no-no.... so.. hai...

argh...

2005-08-28T11:23:00.000+08:00

matthew CONTROL!!!!!!!!!!!!

hai...

2005-08-16T17:06:00.000+08:00

what a time to be in such a situation.. focus matt!!

sore eyes...

2005-08-13T11:30:00.000+08:00

argh.. my eys is sore.. cant play soccer.. haiz!!!

mp3

2005-08-11T19:01:00.000+08:00

bought zen neon!!!! WHOOOO.... HAHA..
kenneth your warning a lil too late.. haha..

hair sux

2005-08-08T21:02:00.000+08:00

spend 18 bucks to cut this shittish hairstyle.. so gonna ground myself.. dun wanna face anyone...

new mp3

2005-08-07T11:43:00.000+08:00

i'm so gonna get a mp3.. haha.. going with shao to buy mp3 and maybe find ding rui a prezzie.. hope hes not angry with me for smashing e birthday cake on him during my bday.. haha.. dont know wat model shud i get.. hope i meet a nice salesman too.. really appalled by singapore services.. haha...

went to study at airport with one of my friend.. quite a nice experience...
hope taht i can relali focus...........................
everything comes later.... i wish... i hope....
shes so beautiful by joe crocker.............

shy

2005-08-06T12:51:00.000+08:00

i wan go e fop thingy but im so shy..
hai........
haha..

love soccer, love the sun...

NAPHA

2005-08-05T23:38:00.000+08:00

results are out...
pull ups:10 b
Broad jump:265 a
sit and reach:49 b
2.4km:11.30 c
4x10m shuttl:9.3secs a
sit ups:45(slack one.. haha) a

think should be a gold.. haha.. unless e 2.4 timings screw up.. haha.. though i deproved but its ok.. hahahahaha

crushed...

2005-08-02T18:26:00.000+08:00

haha.. read a tjcian blog and happened to read about this gal having a crush on another guy in tj... haha.. so funny so cute.. being a teenager is just so fun.. haha.. but school life is making me weary and tired.. so uninterested in stuffs... hai..

to all crushers:dont hide ur feelings, once its gone its too late..
cherish wat u have or wat u love..
dont live to regret, live to enjoy..

YFC

2005-07-31T18:03:00.000+08:00

went yfc for a talk.. does only chtistians go heaven? very enriching.. very meaningful.. btw, yfc stands for youth for christ. i am still a baby in terms of christianity and dont know much. but i wished that i will see more light and improve as a person. dont you think that life is meaningless if pple were to die and be reincarnated again and again? if this is the case, whats the point of living? might as well die and hope for a bettter life in the next life? haha.. thats just my opinion. hope i dont offend anyone. i dont believe in reincarnation due to this reason. and theres this very strong point that man is sinful by nature(stated in the bible). i truly agree with this. no matter how protected or looked after, one will definitely sin and disobey the words of god. N this is where jesus christ die on the cross for us. to redeem our sins. to serve as a reminder to all mankind.

N before that went to kick soccer where one of my fren say that some christians very pushy and make him uncomfortable. i understand. its not easy to believe in something that you cant see but only read.. i will doubt too.. but the bible is a very wonderful form of proof. the stats the places the reasoning are all so true. i am really a baby compared to my frens like yao qi and xiu xia, but i will try to grow. TO forgive and to forget... i just wish that i will be as truthful as i could and control my raging temper.. i pray..

crazy matt

2005-07-30T23:53:00.000+08:00

guess wat? i did something crazy today..

went simei to kick soccer then was suppossedly to go yao qi house and bath before going church but he pang seh me. so i am left in a stinking shirt and shorts. then now i panicked! i would have stinked many many pple. so i brainstormeD! simei, friends, short... then i thought of yuting.. can go her house shower first hor? haha.. so i messgaed her.. and the usual nice gal said ok.. so i chiong to her house with a packet of chicken wings( pai seh if go empty handed) haha.. had a shower then and i lefT.. am i just simply smart?? i cant stand myself for being so creative and such a thinker out of the box.. hahahaha..

anger management

2005-07-29T23:36:00.000+08:00

hai.. today was a very bad day rounded of with a very nice ending. hai.. as usual my sch bus will drop me at the expo mrt for me to take 12. then 12 is super crowded and there are this bunch of people not willing to move in. the bus uncle is nice enough to let me board from the back. when i thought everything was fine then theres this terror*** look-a-like bus conductor. i explained to him the situation. and he scolded me stupid in fron of everyone.. i really wanted to argue back with him but i was quite shocked by his lousy attitude that i didnt realli react so i just went to the front to tap then i purposely gave the card back to him. how i noe taht idiotic terror*** went to record down my card number.. wat a jerk he is.. must be people like him that pollute the society.. hai.. i was filled with anger and my whole day is ruined. i feel very bad for me and for him. i hope he can change and i can change as well.. i dont want to be angry. i want to glorify god's grace. please control yout temper, matthew!! haha.. its good in a way, that i learnt something and will not hurt others in the future. then at night went to the vatican expo with my cell.. learnt so much things.. so useful.. hahaha.. hope that my faith will grow.. and i can truly be a better person with a better temperament and better understading of life as a whole.. may god bless the world.. =)

mesmerised

2005-07-28T22:25:00.000+08:00

was looking at phones when i was so mesmerised by samsung d500c.. sooooooOOooooOoooOOO nice! haha.. so cool.. black my favourite colour matches with my specs so well.. haha... but think i gonna just bug lj to buy for me for my belated birthday present.. haha... i donnt care!! if not, she will be deemed to be prejudiced! haah...

i really want to study overseaS!! pulled han ping to mug at e compass.. haha.. the atmosphere damn god. blasted the two aircons with just the room for the two of us. haha.. then that gayish librarian came and disturb us.. say waste resources ask us go out study and bring the stuffs out to read. so i like gave him a ~~~ expression and kind of make his theory senseless. we continued to stay till we are quite tired.. i mean its already his fortune to have such a stressless life, non macho life, so can he just leave the machos alone.. haha..

AND lastly........ i've been trying to keep my physical in tip top condition. hope that i dont overeaT!! please please... SELF CONTROL!! haha

hai

2005-07-23T18:56:00.000+08:00

i feel so weak.. so tired.. so powerless.. feel that life is dragging.. can feel the ticking of the seconds.. dont look forward to things.. its just not me.. i miss my secondary school.. miss the life that i once had.. the days where school was so enjoyable... looking forward to school so that i could enjoy myself in pes and street soccer right after school and where tired was not a word in my dictionary.. am i sick or am i just feeeling stressed? i do not know.. i hope to find an answer.. i really just want to enjoy myself but its hard under this kind of stressed conditions.. i wonder hows life like in other jcs.. its just hard not to grow in the jc curriculum.. please give me faith,hope, life in my life.. if u are, u will be.. if you aren't, make sure u will be.. there is no room for failures and not much space for success.. you just have to realli squeeze and hope for the best.. although saddening, but thats just life...

at hub

2005-07-22T10:21:00.000+08:00

so sianz to study le.. so i just stay at hub and play com.. haha..

medical checkup

2005-07-19T18:47:00.000+08:00

went to medical checkup with han ping and royce for this army thingy. then have to go check blood.. everything went smoothly when suddenly the lab people started to search frantically for me. i was not in the room then as i went to do x-ray. when i came out, there was this card that says please go back to the lab! i was scared out of my wits man. thought something happened to me. so i went back and the first thing they said was we suspected that u have anemia.. i heard leukemia at first and was dunmfounded.. luckily, i asked them once more and they said anemia.. but that was no good too.. i told them that i have never fainted b4.. so they took another sample of my blood to test and this time my blood past the tesT! wah.. so heng!! was so frightened loh.. realises life is short! one must realli treasure it man!!! realli!! esp ur frens and love ones.. dont live to regret but live to treasure.. haha.. ok.. take care folks!!! busy as we are, we must still remember the pple around us!! =)

field soccer on sat

2005-07-19T18:43:00.000+08:00

wah!!!!! field soccer is crazy man!! one has to run from one end to the other end.. hAI.. i sucked at field soccer.. i regretted not joining soccer when i was young then i could be better on e field. after an exhausting day of chasing after the ba;;, the next day was terrible.. my thighs hurt and was so tired that i never do any tutorials on sunday. this is bad cause i always use my weekends to play catch up. hai.. wat to do.. but i find it ok ONCE in a while!!! haha.. to really distress and sweat myself ouT!! haha

singlehood

2005-07-14T22:19:00.001+08:00

actually i find singlehood wonderful.. much more carefree, able to prioritize and think things clearly.. frens are better.. dun noe y suddenly think of this but its realli true..

singlehood

2005-07-14T22:19:00.000+08:00

stressed

2005-07-14T22:11:00.000+08:00

Everyone is moving at such a fast pace.. pple are running it just doesnt allow one to walk.. you will get kicked out of the competition race. how i wish i could just pack my bag and go overseas to study. study something that i truly like, like sports physiotherapy. but dun think its possible. so i might as well just cast my dreams aside accept reality and try to keep up. i know i can and i will.. i WILL!!!!!!!!! just hope to boost class rankings.. haahhahaha.. GAMBATE MATCHINCHIN!!!!!!

i wanna study overseas!!

2005-07-13T21:44:00.000+08:00

suddenly motivated!! i wanna study overseas.. but need scholarship..
i will try hard..

soccer on sat

2005-07-12T22:49:00.000+08:00

ken called and asked me wanna play field soccer on sat not? n of course i agreed! haha.. though i have still quite a few injuries..... BUT i realli feel like playing.. haha.. hope my injuries get better and i can get used to e stupid contacts..
haha..

injured..

2005-07-10T16:53:00.000+08:00

haha.. as usual played soccer on saturday.. was my ownself scoring freely when i got myself injured... haaha.. it was like this.. received a long past and got a good first touch and was through on goal when suddenly shawn cleared the ball.. and unluckily, the ball cannonned off my face.. OUCH!! that was seriously painful.. initially was quite blurred.. cause the ball hit my face hard. All i knew was that my specs flew and my vision blured. but being the strong man tat i am, i stayed composed and acted like nothing happened.. BUt.. sadly, my eyelid got cut and it was bleeding.. so hai.. i got to stop playing and go get myself fixed.. haha.. hai.. so sianz.. got injured and cant continue.. hope life will be better to me.. hahaha.. BUT fortunately. my specs never break into two!! thank god =)

i HATE QUEENSWAy

2005-07-03T21:44:00.000+08:00

the attitude there is damn bad! it sucks.. especially that salam and sons..
there is this malay shopowner who insulted my fren vulgarities.. they realli suck..
hope CASE does something
haha

a lil too late

2005-06-25T12:04:00.000+08:00

yesterday mug consectively for 4h.. haha.. the longest mugging time sia.. hai.. but a lil too lil a lil too late.. hai.. just pray for the best for my jct ba.. try my best can le.. life is so fragile better learn how to appreciate it and do the right things at the right time man..=)

jogging time

2005-06-19T12:08:00.000+08:00

last night sleep was terrible.. struggling to find zhou gong the entire night.. dont noe why.. haha.. but i had bring plans today! which is to...... * drum rolls*.......... JOGGING!! haha.. went jogging at bedok stadium after my tuition but the timing was still damn pathetic.. a shitish timing of 11mins and 5 seconds.. just couldnt break then 11 mins mark!! sianz!! haha.. n the tuition is realli not beneficial.. haha.. when the teacher is teaching the stuff i read my own notes casue he always teach basic stuffs.. maybe i'll ask for a transfer to the orchard branch where there are many top jc teachers casue all the best jcs are located in the west.. hahaha.. and theres this super cute gal in the orchard tuition.. muahahaha.. but think she'll just be another katrina.. hahaha...

hair finally trimed

2005-06-17T23:14:00.000+08:00

haha.. went to supercuts to trim my hair.. now my hair finally got some shape le.. haha.. not the explosive head le!! muahahahahahahah..... not bad! hahaha

low morale

2005-06-16T20:11:00.000+08:00

the june holidays seem to past by in a flash.. jct is coming.. but i'm not peaking. i feel very low in confidence and very worried. oh my! confidence when will you come baCK To me?? really hope that i can just do to the best of my ability but things doesnt seem to go my way. oh god, please help me..

so lame

2005-06-15T11:20:00.000+08:00

wanted to wake up early yo do lots of stuffs one. asked my aunt to wake me up at 9.. but in the end, she never wake me up.. you know wats the reason? she said raining then the weather very nice, so she let me sleep MUCH longer.. haha.. i dont know to cry or to laugh. haha.. this either shows that she is cONCERNED for me or she forgotten, but either the reason she is still my aunt la. hahaha.. i also dun noe wat im talking le. think the plans for today will all be ruined le. hai.. c'mon matthew!! start chionging!!!! NO time le.. time is escaping from your hands. snatch it back. haha.. taht day ah, my clock spoil i tot so early, so slack n slack till at night! haha.. make me waste another day on tv.. hai!! nvm!! gambatte maTChinchIN!!!!!!!!!!

favourite song

2005-06-14T19:55:00.000+08:00

this is my favourite song from my favourite artist david tao.. he is so talented yet so humble.. realli my idol! haha... this katrina song is so touching, i love it so much.. if im not wrong, since sec 2 i listen to this song le.. it realli captures my heart.. the lyrics is so true.. u just wanna know the woman you love deep inside in her heart.. sooooo nice! hope u all like it too..

kudos to jasmine who taught me how to do it. haha.. thanx!

13-06-87

2005-06-13T12:36:00.000+08:00

i am 18 years old and one day old! haha.. thanks for everyone who wished me happy birthday. so many of my old frens sent me greetings.. some hardly keep in contact le.. thanks a lot dudes! love ya with all my heart! haha.. today is gonna be a stay at home slack day! hope im able to start doing something real soon as i am beginning to get extremely worried.. i will try my best though! gambate matt!! and ya, s.h.e de selina i will eat my medi n wont live in my own world k! haha.. dont worry!

birthday boy--- ME!

2005-06-12T17:55:00.000+08:00

12-06-87.. MY birthday! haha.. okie, the boys helped me celebrate and it was quite alright except that i made ding rui angry again.. dont know why he so angry.. just use cake shoot him only wat, normally thats what we do maybe except those guys just sit there looking and i become the main culprit.. but since its over then forget it le lor..
i've got a earpiece for my present.. quite nice.. thanks so much guys.. haha..
actually, i dun like birthdays give me that kind of feeling that i am getting older and going to face the harsh realities of life. i really would like to live under the loving arms of my parents and not grow up.. maybe become peter pan but guessed its impossible.. people just have to grow old. haha. guess its the way that u age that really matters, have u made full use of your life??? haha.. have u enjoy the sweetness in life? the simplicity of life? feel that been so stressed up over so many things that i overlook many importatnt characteristics of life.. as cliche as it sounds but it makes a lot of sense, when is the last time u stop over to smell the flowers, when is the last time u called ur fren and said i caRED! as simple as it sounds, but often overlooked.. the world progresses and u have to progress in order just to keep pace with them, its always a game of catch up.. a game that never ends till you retires and spend your time looking after ur grand children! haha.. looking at the big picture, one may think that life is so tiring, but its often the extra things that life brings you that make life worth living.. your frens, your love ones, or even your children in the future.. life just gives u so many surpluses. it just makes u loook forward to it.. but there is a price to pay, which is to age.. haha.. life is just so interesting.. However, some people despair as they meet with obstacles, troubles and use drugs to numb themselves. i understand it and find that its really a borderline between doing the right things and the wrong things.. make full use of your lives dudeS! there is always frens who will be there for ya forever.. this is wat i believe.. at least i will be there for all my frens.. realli.. all of my frens out there take care cos i carE..
lastly, happy birthday to me.. haha..

10-06-2005

2005-06-10T23:31:00.000+08:00

ok met up with an olf fren today.. went movies and dinner together.. quite fun really.. haha.. many stupid things happen but its quite exciting la.. first one ticket gone missing, second, fish and co excellent service and 45 mins of bicycle ride.. hahahahaha... ok..
have to thank my fren who endured all my crap. haha.. sorry ah.. haha

discovery

2005-06-09T19:27:00.000+08:00

realised i've been blogging much more often.. must be due to that someone's opinion at starbucks! haha..

concentratE!

2005-06-09T19:21:00.000+08:00

dun noe y its so hard to concentrate on my studies.. keep on wanting to sms people.. felt much better as time passes and reliving the life of being single.. singlehood definitely makes one more lonley but it gives ya focus and concentration. its a one to one trade off in my own opinon, theres no need to face external problems which have bugged me for so so long.. its kind of like a release.. just wanna lead a happy-go-lucky life without the past bugging me again.. hope things will be better as time passes..

back from malaysia

2005-06-08T12:29:00.000+08:00

yes.. im back from malaysia to the expensive taxi singpaore! haha.. malaysia taxi starting price only 2 rm and it increases at a same rate as singapore! in another words half PRICE! i think thats the most worthwhile thingy in malaysia! actually wanted to buy some shirts from malaysia but the stuffs so ex... more ex tyhan singapore so i came back empty handed, but at least i got many other stuffs than shirts.. haha..
first, the cheap taxi!
second, never eat food associated with russia! especially russian chicken.. its so awful! i have to talk so much cork to divert my attention from the 60 odd green peas with the chicken just in order to finish it.. haha
third, food from AnW.. haha.. been a long time since i last eat AnW.
fourth, too much shopping can tire one out mentally and physically..

ok, thats all folkS! and im back in singapore le! u guys can finally get out of your missing matt sickness, dun need feel so miserable le! haha.. =)

erm.

2005-06-02T22:00:00.000+08:00

when tm with my sis to study in e end do nothing
felt so bad..
reached home and took a nap in the end slept for such a long time.. guilty again..
it just hinders my studying progress which is progressing at such a slow slow slow rate.. haha..
anyone wanna study with me? call me! haha...
been catching up with juncheng and ding rui, they are still as cute as b4.. haha.. but im cuter.. much cuter!! muhahahahahhahaha... =p

new cap

2005-05-31T12:28:00.000+08:00

HAHA.. i got a new cap.. my first cap to be exact.. from my dudes ding rui and jun.. u guys rock man.. haha.. always by my side when i am bored..
we met up at suntec to drink coffee then they gave me this cap. another hip hop item from juncheng.. haha.. last yr was a shirt, now is a cap, maybe shoes next yr.. think he gonna be broke.. ahha.. zou hip hop lu xian le..

wonder how are ya coping? im realli sorry for everything.. i just could not move on from the past i hope ya understand. anyway, we are still good frens.. please take care, my fren!

old frens

2005-05-29T19:43:00.000+08:00

met up with an old fren.. mystery person.. not gonna tell ya who.. just to catch up.. its been such a long time meeting up with someone who u once know. sounds a lil funny but its true its like i dont noe my secondary sch frens le. i really love my secondary school life, everything was such a breeze. Hope i can take things by its stride and really stay focused on life and studies.. i pray for a better time management, more focus and temper management. i dont wanna be angry with small little things anymore. i wanna love my enemies and forget all troubles. i believe u can, matthew!! =) n my mum just bought da vinci code for me, wanted to read this book so long but no time and money.. haha.. hope to enrich myself thru this book.. its really been donkey years since i read a book.. haha..

to my fren having gp exam,
aLL ThE beST!

I'm sorry

2005-05-29T19:38:00.000+08:00

i really do not want it to end this way.. but im truly truly sorry.. i just cant do it.. i dun wan to make anyone sad.. i just am no good.. take care, my friend.. all the best to ya.. regardless of wat happens, we will still be friend.. im sorry.. really really really sorrry.... =(

miserable..

2005-02-11T20:05:00.000+08:00

how do ya forget the past and move on with life??? I dun noe...

n i suck in it..

pls let me break through it..

pls!!!

I'm sorry

2005-01-22T20:21:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry for everything..
i just hope all e best for ya..

PT

2005-01-14T20:12:00.000+08:00

train hard.. thats wat matter now.. hope everything just settle by itself..

sorry seems to be e hardest word..

end of orientation..

2005-01-08T13:05:00.000+08:00

Orientation ended!! haha.. i had such a great time with OG9.. pple u have been great..(though we not the best OG but u guys have been a great bunch of pple).. haha.. hope that we can have more outings together =) its just feel so good to make more friends! to know more people and realise that my life is not evolving in that small circle.. i should break out of my comfort zone and know more pple.. networking is essential in life.. haha.. and just being able to lead the yr1's from one corner of school to the other is just so fun.. it makes me forget of all y worries.. just being able to laugh. to smile from the heart is just such a blessed thing to have.. really hope that i;ve been a great OGL and that the pple in my og enjoyed themselves tremendously!! and three cheers and three cheers to aerius! For winning the best clan.. haha.. GOOD JOB, GUYS!!!!!!!

I loVE OG9..
hope u guys love me too.. haha..
God BLesS~

6th month

2004-12-26T10:16:00.000+08:00

haha.. with deardear NA 6 months le! happy pan zhou nian deaR! though next year will not be e same again but i hope you'll stay happy.. dearDEAR, pls tell me i more important than mahjong! haha.. ok.. god bless the world.. MErry ChrISTmaS!

OGL camp =)

2004-12-23T10:23:00.000+08:00

haha.. the camp is so so fun.. although e games quite lame but i think i had lots of fun making a fool out of the station masters and cheating.. my group air is super fun with lots of super lame guys.. didnt know kenneth and sam NG is sooooo lame.. haha.. think the gals got quite pissed off with my lameness but who cares.. i'm having fun.. haha..
N finally know some of the mass dance.. so so cool.. haha.. always wanted to learn how to dance.. haha..
then at around six can go home le.. but shu fang alone doing banner so i stayed back to help her =) her house com no one come one.. they so bad! hmph! haha.. then we were like painting n painting and got the places so messy.. so we borrowed thinner from gamma.. we were like only planning to use a lil when the gamma treasurer walked all e way from the banner painting area to the place below lt1.. then she asked us to pay for the thinner.. she go carry the thinner then say i think its worth three fifty.. you use the thinner then u pay us three fifty... OH MY GOD... i feel so ARGH!! we are all having the same aim which is to make the year ones feel like home.. must they be so selfish and go on to that extreme.. come on man! the whole thinner only cost 5 bucks.. must ya stoop to taht kind of level.. OH MY GOD! haha.. she even stated that alpha has 1000 dollars... BLAH BLAH... so no class.. haha.. btw, im not even from alpha and im helping shu fang loh.. pay then pay.. only 3.50 not 350 or watsoever.. this is so NIAO... haha.. no wonder there is no spirit in temasek.. pple are selfish.. they dun think of the betterment for the school.. just for their own clans.. but its ok la.. at least air had fun.. haha... N my polo T is red in colour.. haha.. the red handed gal make it red.. haha.. think have to buy a new one le.. hhaa
save moNEY le! haah..

wish: Temasek pple pls think of the big picture dun be so niao k.. though i dun noe wats the big hatred btwn clans but remember the fact that we are still from temasek.. smilez =)

Just moVe on with life =)

2004-12-13T16:51:00.000+08:00

sometimes the past just hurts but guess by only moving on would things find its own remedy.. "forget the past if u want the future".. this sentence so nice.. from a song i heard on the radio.. haha.. so so so true.. hahaha..
holidays are ending soon.. school is coming.. must be focused now.. GAMBATTE matchinchin!!!
n for all pple who love oldies..
go dl stylistics songs.. its soooo nice!!! esp you make me feel brand new.. god bless evERyonE~

2004-12-12T16:39:00.000+08:00

monorail with some passerbys.. haha

JAy ConCERt....

2004-11-30T18:11:00.001+08:00

27/11/2004 another memorable day for duckyakamatchinchin! i am Sooooo happy on this happy day! cant be happier.. its the fifth month and 1 day i have been with chicky! haha.. On this super cool day, dearDEAr na came to my house to give my sis tuition. so wanna pop in and teach my sis together but my mum at home so cannot disturb or else get scolded again. haha.. so i quietly, guai guai de sit in one corner do homework. haha.. when the tuition finally ended, deardear NA went home le.. to prepare for the muchly anticipated jay concerT!! haha.. though the price is rather steep(128) but i think its worth every cent as it would serve as sweet sweet memories for the rest of chicky's and ducky's lifE! haha.. Thinking that my dear need rest for the concert, i let her off.. haha.. but my darling deardear is preparing a surprise for me! haha.. my super x5 reward! haha.. i met her at 5 at TM.. knew she was up to something but i act blur. (initially, thought she wanted to go buy a mrt long poster for jay... haha..) haha.. when i saw her she's as beautiful as usual. but next to her lies a unidentifed object.. upon closer look, ITS MY AI XIN dinner! haha.. so happy! my lao puo prepare for me one! haha.. we talked about it all the while but didnt expect her to make dinner for me just before the jay concerT! wat a surprisE! SOoososoooOOO happy!! haha.. we went to eastlink mall to have the sumptuous dinner! haha.. dun think its just some simple dishes.. its of high culinary status! haha.. got three veges, one egg and one meat.. though not all the dishes are made by deardear na but i can feel the love in it! haha.. (dishes help by her mantainal friends).. haha.. its so delicious!! i finshed every bit of it! though my tummy is like getting bigger and bigger but I didnt caRE! haha.. after the super powerful dinner, we proceed to the jay concert!! ZHOU JIE LUN, wo men lai ye! haha.. when we were there, not many people reached yet.. so we sat there and my dear talked about jay and how handsome he is.. i ALMOST DIED OF EATING TOO MUCH vinegar! haha.. when the concert started, my dear started jumping.. haha.. it started off with jay hanging on the cross singing yi fu zhi ming.. haha.. its totally wonderful~ haha.. every move of his, for example he crossing his arm, my dear would say soooo cool.. then i cross my arm then she BO CHAP me!! haha.. but nvm.. give jay chance JUST for this night! haha... unfortunately, our row is kind of those quiet type.. wanna high also difficult.. haha.. so its quite not high.. especially there's a babarian sitting behind us.. asking everyone to sit down.. wat a jackass! haha.. luckily i dun like violence or else"**&^%R$#^%&**" haha.. but all of a moment, everything was high again! landy wen lan came out! and oh my, she is sexY! haha.. so i keep on talking about her hoping that dear will jealous but to no avail! haha.. can see i care more for my deAR! ahaha.. yup, and the special guest was nan quan MAMA.. haha.. btw, their songs are quite nice.. the piano PK part was really impressive! haha.. OH MY!! jay and that nqmm guy is damn god in piano!! and i LOVE jay's pink piano! haha.. all of a sudden, jay say the concert ended.. haha.. i know he bluff one.. all the fan stayed back and shouted"ZHOU JIE LUN".. then the drummer suddenly came out.. every beat of the drum, the fans will scream par of jie luns name.. haha.. for example.. one beat "zhou" second beat"jie" third beat "LUN".. haha.. so cool.. after a while, jie lun came hopping out and started to sing KAI BU LIAO KOU and QI LI XIANG.. by then i already cannot stand it le.. i pull my dear out of her seat and went right in front.. we really got into the atmosphere there~~ haha.. sooooOOOO nice!! haha.. then the concert is really over le.. the lights are on, and we moved out.. there's this place where sell all zhou jie lun's merchandise.. on top of the merchandise printed "wu yu lun pi yan chang hui".. i and dear bought 2 wrist band and a disc holder! super nice.. haha..

wat a happy day for me man!!!!!!!
HOPE My dear is happy too......
hope we can see more concerts together k..
and less babarians gg to concerts! haha.. in fact he threw ice at some of the supporters.. must be menopause!!

Internship is surprisingly over! Ha..

2004-11-27T10:58:00.000+08:00

After one week of going to work at 9 and going off at the incredibly stupid time of 12, my internship is over,according to my mentor Mr m.j chua! wat an incredibly good news! i have not started on my hwk and was feeling very depressed over it when this piece of good news camE!
haha.. sHIOK ah! i've been at novelti collezione doing nothing except for carrying goods and installing programs into the system. what a freaking waste of time! haha..
But at least i had a wonderful day on friday! but not with this small firm but with my deaRdEAR! its our FIFTH month. haha.. so happY! i brought her to our old place, plaza singapura. the place where i literally fell head over heels for her. haha.. i brought her to cafe cartel to have dinner. i was thinking of where to eat for so long when i finally decided cafe cartel. its not beacause the food is fantastic whatsoever. But its the place with the nicest and most romantic atmosphere.(dear mentioned it once and i REMEMBERED! unlike dear, always dun remember wat i say) it was at the outdoor part of cafe cartel where people could have their meals. haha.. more surprisingly was that cafe cartel gave us a complimentary pasta cause of our special day (26/11/2004) our fifith month!! haha.. actually, the truth is the waiter gave us the wrong food and we did not realise it and in the end we ended up eating an extra pasta. the poor people in front of us who waited so long for their pasta which was in our mouth also benefitted as when they complained, cartel gave them a complimentary cheese cake to apologise. its a win-win situation for everyone~! haha.. then after that, we watched bridget jones diary! i was overall a nice movie but i think due to us missing the first part we got a little out of place.. but the jokes were not bad.. HOWEVER, i dont think my dearDEAR na would understand! haha.. Later that, we catched the last mrt home. then unfortunately, the skies broke loose and rain starts pouring! haiz.. my plan turned into soup. but everything is wonderful. i really enjoyed every moment with my darling and i hope she enjoys it too.. haha.. AND DEAR, I REALLY LOVED THE PRESENT U GAVE ME.... ITS PERFECT~!

hope there are more infinty months to come with my dearDEAR na.. haha.. btw, this blog is done at my house while dear is giving tuition to my sister! haha..

first timE!

2004-11-18T19:47:00.000+08:00

haha.. its my first time with dearDEAr to kboX! haha.. so happy.. we sang so many songS! haha.. from my fav ai hen jian dan and chun zhen to shin one night in beijing.. haha.. could have hit all thos high notes but it was in the later part of the day le then my throat ultra soar.. haha.. dearDEAR, sing ang moh song like ah lian one.. dear, MUZ slang slang one.. haha.. i sang at least 3/4 of the songs cause dearDEAR keeps on hugging onto the remote control.. haha.. but i didnt mind singing song to my bao BEI! haha.. lao puo dearDEAR i love ya so much.. cant wait to go kbox with ya! haha.. dearDEAr, say im the first to go kbox with her alone! haha.. i soooooOOOO happy.. wanna have a lot of firsts with her.. dearDEAR, we free come qie singing again k! this time my turn to choose songs for ya le.. haha.. and not forgetting the wonderful neo prints we have taken!! haha.. very beautifully taken.. haha.. matT dearDEAR is stilla s photogenic as before.. haha.. (bu yao nian)
gtg.. singapore idol starting soon.. haha..
Hope to have many other firsts with deaRDEAR..

romantic daY..

2004-11-04T23:12:00.000+08:00

haha.. went to sentosa with dear dear on wednesday!! so nice!! my first sentosa trip with deardear!! everything was so perfect!! if only theres a camera with us to capture all the moments it would be wonderful.. haha.. love yaa deAR!
our next trip to sentosa would be at siloso beach!! haha.. kayaking and all the nice nice photos!!
haha..

heehee..

2004-10-23T13:09:00.000+08:00

dear dear finally bought her pants!! after running through so many stalls finally the stock is here!! haha.. i believe dear deaR and me ARE so happy.. brought deAR to sakura for our 4th month dinner.. ITS so nice and sWEeT!! haha.. we eat till stomach wanna BURST le.. haha.. deaR i really Love ya so much!! wanna give you the best! haha..
i got so much to write but meeting dear for a talk on "why do we have to die".. sounds interesting! haha.. ok got to bo late.. going now.. love ya deAR!!

Cara Mia, Ti Voglio Bene....
U n ME forever!!!
happy 4th MONth!

pAntZzzZZZ..

2004-10-15T21:10:00.000+08:00

haha.. 24 oct is a very happy day.. cause i bought a very nice pants!! haha.. dont think its just normal pants k.. its with my dear dear one.. haha.. branded somemore.. very nice one.. haha.. so happy.. got another item that my dear dear and i share.. dear dear just RoX!! haha..
dear!! i wanna have more couple stuffs with ya k.. LETS gambatte to our saving money and dieting plan!!! haha..
then....
we can be slim and wear nice nice couple clothingS! love ya my caRO!!

PAntS roX!
14 oct 2004
more CoUPles stuffs together!!(,")(",)

Promos FiNaLly OVeR, DInner in ChanGI F|NaLlY HeRe

2004-10-13T21:34:00.000+08:00

Hahaha.. PROMOS is finally over!! and i mean finally.. what a period of stress, anxiety, pressure and heart clutching moments.. haha.. finally can rest? NO way man! there is still the to0pd PW to be done.. wah!! so sianx.. but i think i will just slack it out.. i am really so tired of it le.. haha..
Right after the F maths paper, dear dear and i went shopping.. haha.. went bugis.. but dear dear seems so tired.. haha.. poor dear dear have been mugging so hard these few nights.. but dear its finally over le! we can finally proceed to our plans.. haha..
Being a nice little ducky, i sent my dear dear home to get some rest cause dear dear and i are going out for dinner later.. haha.. i am bringing dear dear to changi to have famous Nasi Lemak and spicy sting ray.. haha.. couldnt concentrate during physics tuition and i mean NO one could.. everyone was playing a fool and the chao slacker teacher even went to the extent of cancelling the tution and treated us to indian Rojak.. haha.. hes quite a miser i feel, trying to push here and there but he finally relented.. haha.. he so rich but sooOOO NIao! haha..
After tuition, i rushed home to wash up and i later meet dear at the bottom of my house where we proceed to changi for GOOD food.. haha..
Dear as usual was slightly late but i didnt mind as i already preparing to wait for 8 years.. haha.. we took bus 89 to changi which like took ages to come.. haha.. but when finally it came, dear dear and i are very excited.. haha.. changi village! here comes chicky and ducky.. haha..
I ordered a sting ray and 2 plates of international nasi lemak which i and dear dear "sooT" till clean clean.. haha.. wat a nice dinner! wat a nice feeling to have dinner with your loved ones.. just wanna eat dinner with dear dear NA forever.. haha.. we even planned to have more dinner at changi village in the future as the feeling is so nice.. haha.. have a sumptutuos dinner before i go to pulau ubin for army trainings in the future.. haha.. that'll be so sweet.. haha.. just want to Last all the way with my darling NA.. haha.. so happy..
After the dinner, we took a stroll at the beach.. the wind was so nice.. so windy.. so romantic.. just wanna hold my dear dear hand and walk with her through our entire lives together.. dear, U have been such an important part of my life.. I'm SOoooOooOOOooooo deeply in love with ya, my caRO! dear, dont worry about anything k.. just enjoy every dinner with me.. like i'll enjoy in your company.. love ya darling.. changi--> our future dining nice place.. haha.. love you caro!!!!!!!!!!!

together dining in changi forever(",)
12/10/2004
DUCky=)

last pAPeR to go..

2004-10-09T17:51:00.000+08:00

haha.. the last paper is f maths on Tuesday!! haha.. got 3 days to study have to mug hard but it seems so difficult.. dont know why.. haha..
really hope to do well for promos but so much things hav happened during promos dun noe what will be my result be like.. haiz..
first day of promo my mum went to thailand.. kind of not used going to exam without her wishing good luck to me.. haha.. (mummy's boY).. haha.. then early in the morning, my toilet light broke.. what in the worlD!!! haha.. then during maths exam i had a super terrible headache.. did damn badly.. haiz.. can it just get worse??
with dear dear NA encouragement, i moved on.. haha.. hope for the better in the next days paper which is gp followed by physics.. guess what??? MY ZIP broke early in the morning.. cool huh?? what in the world is happening.. haha.. even this could happen.. so i took GP without a zip can u imagine the difficulty in trying to concentrate thruout the exam? haha.. After the embarrassing paper i phoned my maid to bring a new trousers.. haha.. luckily she is willing.. at least i got a new trousers for physics.. Physics section b was so tough man. haha.. but at least i madde thru this embarrassing day and teached some physics theory to my sister(jas in this case).. haha.. hope it'll be of some help.. haha..
then econs!! the paper was tough, tiring and super exhausting.. haha.. but at least i did not faint in the exam.. haha.. THREE CHEErS!!! now left f maths to go!! JIA YOU!!

To dear dear NA:DEAR!!!! gambatte le!! u are a real sLACKEr!! haha..
to JAsmine: enjoy your earlier holis.. haha..
to shao and yuting:one word..jiA YOU!!
jEremY: yours would be slower BUT FOCUS!! haha..
LOVE ALL OF YOU GUYS!!!!

MOvIe WItH dEar..

2004-10-08T20:36:00.000+08:00

Haha.. today is a super sweet day.. dear dear bought pizza FOR me!! YEAh... haha.. after econs i was so tired, so exhausted but guess what? DEAR come all the way to school to give me pizza.. haha.. i sooooo happy.. deardear NA roX!!! love her so much.. haha.. then later i brought deardear to eat "tang yuan" cause i want me and dear dear to be yong yuan tuan ju.. haha.. so childish.. but i find it so meaningful.. wanna eat tang yuan with my dear every reunion dinner.. haha..
eating halfway, all of a sudden i feel like watching movie so i asked dear.. dear, surprisingly also wanted to watch.. haha.. she said that she wanted to watch cool guy when she saw it on the MRT.. haha.. so coincidental...
so... ducky and chicky.. made thier way to tampines.. haha.. we considered many shows before deciding on WIMBLEDON.. haha.. dear dear matt loves sports so dear NA accomodate him.. DEAR NA Sooo good!! haha..
the movie was rather nice i feel.. very refreshing.. haha.. i think dear quite enjoy it too.. just simply love watching movies with dear.. Dear, dont worry k.. u sure get to watch cool guy one.. i already book myself to watch with ya.. haha.. Lots of movies waiting for me and DEArdear NA.. haha...

TOday just simply ROCKS...
dear dear NA is the best!!!
LOVe ya, darling!!!

haiz..

2004-10-06T13:43:00.000+08:00

just had maths c test.. oh my.. the worse i have ever done.. my brain was not functioning through out the entire exam.. oh my.. so sad=(.. dont realli know how much i will get hope it'll be reasonable..
just didnt know why i get the brain blockage all of a sudden.. its going to kill me..
hope it'll just go away soon..
but i believe theres a reason for something.. maybe its a test for me.. to help me get back on track!!!!
matthew....
machi de tua tao..
FOCUS!!
GAMBATTE!!!
if u give up, no one can help YOU!!
JIA YOU!!!
=)

2004-10-02T11:47:00.000+08:00

Me and dear Heart

haha.. one of me and dear dear couple stuff.. the right hand side longer one is my heart and the left hand side is deardear's.. haha.. our heart would be like this keychain stucked together forever never to be taken apart.. haha.. locked up by a lock and the key is eaten by a fish.. haha.. i was so happy to have bought this with my dearest dear dear... cause its like so so so so meaningful.. a token of our love.. haha..
DEAR, I LOVE YOU
together forever..
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