self tortured

i see through your eyes into your heart. The image of someone else lingers within it. I know i'm gone with the wind but theres still parts of me hoping to turn back time.. But time is ruthless.. it just ticks by.. I can only look at the shadow of your back as you slowly walk away from me... into the arms of someelse. The smile on your face is back, you seemed happy and I wish this will leave a permanent mark on your beautiful face..

thoughts

will u marry me?

d & n

Sometimes i have dreams so sweet that i thought i was in heaven, sometimes i have nightmares so bad that i woke up feeling still upset. You are like a dream.. unreal.. and temporal. Now, that my dream has passed, i've to face reality... No more dreams and definitely no more nightmares pls...

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I thought i have moved on, i thought i dont need her, i thought i am strong, i thought i dont love her, i thought time heals all wounds, i thought i will not miss her, i thought i will not care for her, i thought i wont be feeling such a heartache, i thought i know whats best for us.......

disillusionised, disgusted,disheartened,disappointed...

Nothing can ever replace you..