its been a long time

I dun think u will ever come to this blog.
but i saw on facebook u are getting married. and it feels so unreal. cause the person u marry might be me 3 years ago. how time flies.

i was thinking do i see myself marrying my current gf. the answer is no. i'm afraid of the future. i believe i was happier with u. but u have left.

i wish u all the best!

why do i still dream of u?

to love someone is to let her go?
do u know how much i missed u inside?
its been 2 years....
but have i moved on? not at all..
no one can replace u.. no one..
i really hope u are happy..
my only comfort is to see u happy..
i'll always be your gaurdian angel..

regrets

i hope he opens his eyes and make the right decision...
He deserves much better than u..
why are u so dumb,brother??
WHY WHY WHY?

How do i say" I love you?"

DO u know how much i love u??
A gitl like u is impossible to find.. u are impossible to find...
when can i finally say, i lOve u???

self tortured

i see through your eyes into your heart. The image of someone else lingers within it. I know i'm gone with the wind but theres still parts of me hoping to turn back time.. But time is ruthless.. it just ticks by.. I can only look at the shadow of your back as you slowly walk away from me... into the arms of someelse. The smile on your face is back, you seemed happy and I wish this will leave a permanent mark on your beautiful face..

thoughts

will u marry me?

d & n

Sometimes i have dreams so sweet that i thought i was in heaven, sometimes i have nightmares so bad that i woke up feeling still upset. You are like a dream.. unreal.. and temporal. Now, that my dream has passed, i've to face reality... No more dreams and definitely no more nightmares pls...

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I thought i have moved on, i thought i dont need her, i thought i am strong, i thought i dont love her, i thought time heals all wounds, i thought i will not miss her, i thought i will not care for her, i thought i wont be feeling such a heartache, i thought i know whats best for us.......

disillusionised, disgusted,disheartened,disappointed...

Nothing can ever replace you..